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just a creature .. a monster? Stick creatures, enormous and terrible, huge spiders made of brambles and branches. Monstrous things with gaping mouths, their bodies of burned and blackened bark, their teeth of stone and ice. Mortal body parts visibly part of them, as though someone took apart people like they were dolls and glued them back together in awful shapes.

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Some rules about mun. and about muns rules.

  001   Mun ist +25 years old. So it is fine to write specific topics with this muse. There might also be a lot of triggering topics - for example a lot of violence and dark thoughts are coming with him. Please have this in mind before reaching out to him. He might not be very nice or cooperative in the beginning.  002   OOC is totally fine for plotting. I love to plot ideas! But please refrain from mixing IC and OOC. I am not my character.  003   I am a working person. I work in irregular shifts. My mind is not always the best and I struggle with some mental health problems. So I might not always answer very fast. If I forget about a message - please nudge after 3-4 days!

  004   I love to play drama and such things. But never unplanned. So please refrain from doing so. We can play a great dramatic plot - but please talk to me first so we can talk about it.  005   English is not my first language. So I might do a lot of mistakes. In this Carrd but also in threads or messages. Please don't be too hard with me on this.  006   I write threads in 3rd person. I will mirror replies and lengths. I can do long texts but also shorter texts - it depends on whoever I am writing with.

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Spider venom comes in many forms. ― It can often take a long while to discover the full effects of the bite. Naturalists have pondered this for years: there are spiders whose bite can cause the place bitten to rot and to die, sometimes more than a year after it was bitten. As to why spiders do this, the answer is simple. It's because spiders think this is funny, and they don't want you ever to forget them.

basics

  FULL NAME    Baek Hyeonju
  ALSO KNOWN AS   
Li Xiao Dan / Creighton Ives
  D.O.B. + AGE    December 15th 1592 ( 431 )
  ZODIAC    sun sign - Pisces / moon sign - Leo/ rising sign - Aquarius
  GENDER + PRONOUNS    male / he / him
  ORIENTATION    demiromantic / bisexual (top-lean)
  STATUS   
single / cursed  OCCUPATION    Winters Entertainment Inc. / Model Manager
  SPECIES    Deadly Sin / Envy

background

  BIRTHPLACE    Hamhung / Joseon
  CURRENT HOME    Seoul / South Korea
  NATIONALITY + ETHNICITY    Korean (Appearance)
  LANGUAGE(S)    Fluent in Korean, Chinese, Japanese and English.  PARENTS    Maybe in hell?
  SIBLINGS    No. But feels some connection to other sins.
  OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS    -
  SPOUSE    -
  PETS    -

appearance

  FACECLAIM    Leo (VIXX)  HAIR    Black, short, always well made
  EYES    Black. Really black. As black as a deep hole.
  HEIGHT + BUILD    182 cm (6’0″) / 64 kg (141 lbs) / broad shoulders / long legs
  DOMINANT HAND    both - but mostly uses the right one  SCARS    A slightly faded scar at his left shoulder, looking like a rune
  TATTOO(S)    -
  PIERCINGS    His earlopes
  OTHER FEATURES    A small birthmark at his neck

personality

  POSITIVE TRAITS    loyal, diligent, intelligent, reserved, successful
  NEGATIVE TRAITS    possessive, jealous, cruel, erratic, uses people as he pleases, kinda be able to play the good guy - if he wants to  LIKES    winning, compliments, disciplinations, dutifulness, cleanness
  DISLIKES    disorder, betray, mess, getting in his way, resistance, people who think they are better then him  MBTI    ESTP

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trigger warnings angst, mentioning of pain and torture, mentioning of toxic behavior, rape, war, death, murder, curse, pain, toxic relationship, toxic behavior,

Nobody likes to be born something to be feared, right?
No one enjoys the terror of others...no one, except this creature.
The birth of this sin was rather accidental. This spider-like creature was born into the Imjin War. Summoned by druids who actually wanted to summon something that would help them in the fight against the Japanese. However, out of their cries, pleas and requests, only a spider appeared. A spider that they didn't want to pay attention to... a spider that retaliated for the lack of attention by destroying all of them. One by one they fell victim to his poison. One by one they were eliminated by him as revenge for shamefully ignoring him and dismissing him as a nobody. It was their own fault. The venom and ingenuity of this sin would have been helpful to them if they had seen this creature not as abnormal, but as a gift from heaven, which it must have been to them. However, this was not a normal spider. He could transform himself into a creature, half spider, half human, that terrified the world around him. Or he could be like a simple human being who could possibly not harm a soul. He had to teach himself that he had these skills. For many years, the immortal being was alone. Feasted on the countless corpses of the Imjin War and watched with delight as the factions destroyed each other. It gave him enough nourishment and time to cope with what was suddenly given to him. This strange state of life. A creature like him was actually just a legend. Something told to others to scare them. But that horror had taken shape. The shape of a poisonous spider that looked like it could be crushed - but which couldn't possibly be killed so easily.

After acquiring enough skills on his own, he felt ready to embark on his first journey. This journey took him on a ship far away, to Great Britain. In Great Britain he was exotic. This creature had previously only dealt with people of Asian descent and had believed that the entire population had to look like this. But this was a fallacy. However, his appearance made him admired and sought after in this new world. Something he liked. He began to love being the center of attention. But he also began to hate it when that wasn't the case. If he chose someone to be by his side and that person dared to give attention to someone else, his punishments were terrible. He became hot-tempered and brutal - it happened more than once that he tortured a lover to death because that person glanced at someone else. It where that trivial things. In his opinion, it was a gift that a divine being like himself gave someone his attention... the fact that those people didn't appreciate him as a gift from heaven drove him crazy. But it wasn't just lovers who had to suffer from his possessive traits. Anyone who diverted attention from him fell victim to his raging jealousy. He left behind him a bloodline of horror in Britain. A bloodline that caused him some problems... after all, all traces of it gradually found their way back to him. At some point there was no place left in Britain for him to hide from the consequences of his actions. So he fled on the next ship back to Asia - a place where he was no longer exotic and could therefore disappear into the crowd less conspicuously.

He avoided returning to the exhausted Joseon. Instead, he shuttled between Japan and China like a restless ghost. Through his beauty and ingenuity he had amassed a considerable fortune. A fortune that allowed him not to fall back into lies and promises from individuals. He only lost his heart once during that time. Once he focused his entire existence on a slave he had acquired during a voyage. At first he saw this creature as just a toy. As something he wasn't attracted to. Something he could use and shape as he pleased. But he couldn't stop himself from falling for this beautiful, graceful creature......he fell for it so much that he devoted his entire existence to it.....everything in him became fixated on this person who gave him attention and care despite his previous brutal actions. It was the first time that sin felt something close to love. He loved the bird that he kept in a golden cage. The beautiful bird that sang just for him. This unnatural and abstract happiness had been destined for a long time, but not for eternity. The Japanese-Chinese war broke out. A bomb hit sin's mansion, who could only watch as his belongings disappeared into rubble and ash. But he was indifferent to materialistic objects. It was his heart that disappeared into the ashes. A feeling told him that his bird had survived the attack, but perhaps it was just a feeling that he was clinging to in order to continue functioning.

He moved his life to China. Mainly because he heard about a witch. A witch who could put a curse on him. A curse that helped him never have to feel such a cruel feeling as love again. If he dared to feel love again, it would destroy him. His body would turn black. He couldn't die. Redemptive death would not reach him. But he wouldn't live anymore either. He would merge with the ashes. Become one with the ground, with the air, with the water. His existence would go through a never-ending process of pure torment as punishment for loving again.

Through the witch he also met a man named Liu Jin. A person he would call a kind of honest friend for the first time in his life. They had similar views on life. As luck would have it, Liu Jin also started keeping a bird at some point. Envy didn't know the exact circumstances, but it was fascinating for him to see how much control he had over his little slave. The young slave didn't speak. If he dared to leave the house without permission, he would be caught again just as quickly and had to endure harsh punishments. It was a delight to watch. For the first time in his life, the spider felt understood. Understood how important it was to have someone whose life you could control. Whose existence only revolved around oneself. Hyeonju valued this friendship very much...
One day he had arranged to meet Liu Jin, but only found his battered corpse in the house. Likewise, there was no trace of his slave. Hyeonju was in rage. He was trying to find this damned slave who he assumed had stolen his only friend from his grasp. His search ultimately led him back to Korea.Hyeonju had never wanted to return here.
It was the place of his origin. This place felt wrong to him.
On so many levels. But he would not rest until Liu Jin's death was atoned for.
And maybe this was a new beginning for him...
It wasn't emotions he was looking for, after all emotions would mean his destruction. Perhaps it was again the desire to leave blood and chaos behind? The desire to be admired in another place. The desire to feel the attention on you.

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trigger warnings angst, mentioning of pain and torture, mentioning of toxic behavior

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warnings please leave this side if you are not interested in nsfw plots / smut / Don't wanna read it

  HE IS INTO   (- always the dominant part -)Toys, Scratching, Biting, Unprotected Sex, Begging, Degradation or/and Praise (depends on person), Bondage, Riding, Grinding, Voyeurism, Mirror Sex, Blindfold Play, Cage Play, Wax Play, Rimming, Frotting, Orgasm control, Sensory Deprivation, Squirting, Fellatio, Cream Pie, (light) Virgin Kink, Overstimulation …  Accepts to be the bottom part for only ONE specific person - look at plots  

  HE IS NOT INTO  Foot Play, Footjobs, Poly, Anything that belongs into the toilet, Age Play, Cuckolding, Vanilla ..

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Release the toxic and infectious Spreaders of misery,
Souls destroying souls-
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